how do we begin to find ourselves in the grand scheme of life?

i’m losing my way-

i’m losing myself.

they say you’ll know when the time comes.

we’re all running on faith, and faith is something i have little of.

he said he wasn’t scared about me any more because what i am is just

scared

sad

up on melancholy hill
there’s a plastic tree
are you here with me
just looking out on the day
of another dream? 

(Source: peterporker)

hello nine new cuts

you went deeper then i’ve ever before

wow wtf. thanks for the vote of confidence, parent. telling me that i have no life, that i neglect everything around me. and you can’t stop talking about it.

i appreciate everything that you do and there are times i don’t want you to do things but you do it anyway, because you are my parent. and then you take that and guilt trip me?

ok i can’t.

i’m not so sure how to treat people anymore.

i push the ones that try to connect with me away

and try too hard to connect with those who… i don’t think really care.